stunning realizations

so, apparently the recipe for feeling lonely and bored, might not need to call for going somewhere else, at least not alone.

utahs a nice place, but i dont really know too many people, and those that i do know i either dont know how to get in contact with them or they are working and have no time for me.

salt lake city has a lot of homeless people, which is very depressing, and even though the snow was fun and exciting, that only lasted a little bit, dont really know what else to do here, i guess i didnt really want to see anything, as i wanted to see some people, but well... thats not going to well yet. so for now... ill be alone again.

at least in oregon i knew people and knew what activities were going on, im sad that i missed speed dating and will miss the mystery dinner, which i got a phone call and was asked to moderate it, but i was out of town.

at least i can still go dancing at night, its one of the few things that allows me to forget how alone i feel even for a little while.