reflections on the shimmering sea

so, ive had a bit of time to think these past few days and i think i may have pegged down a couple of the things that lead to my problems.

first off, i play video games when im bored.

because i dont want to sit at home and play video games all day im more likely to go out to eat when im bored, at least it gets me out of the house.

i have no drive to do anything by myself, id rather do things with others.

i only go for a walk alone when i really need time to think.

having a day off in the middle of the week is terrible because eveyone else is working.

boredom leads to depression, and im more likely to overeat when im bored as well.

i wish there was something i could do on weekdays that i actually have drive to do.

im going to go to the gym now, even though its boring and i hate it too.

oh my blog

wow, its been almost 2 weeks since i blogged, ive been so busy going to the gym to blog i suppose... thats good right, anyways, this diet is making me insaner.

im tired and hungry and im getting ready to go to the gym.

i can run faster than a cold

speedily the virus fled, but unable to avoid me he decided to rough me up before his inevitable defeat. so yeah, im coming off of a cold, i think it should be mostly gone by tomorrow maybe tuesday...

in other news, apparently i managed to accidentally answer a call while at work and not knowing, and the person who called me said all they heard was a bunch of beeps, so i must have been checking. crazy huh, i let kelly corkran through my line after i was supposed to have shut down, then while on my way out one of my coworkers decided to play a prank on me after he went and talked to her while i was counting down my till. freaked me out a little. hehe.

there was something else i wanted to blog about but ive totally forgotten what it was. so later i guess.

the biggest loser at work

so in celebration with the most (un)resoluted resolution, i heve entered wincos biggest loser competition (i dont even think anyone there but me calls it that) where we pay 25 bucks to get in and after 6 weeks, whoever lost the highest percentage of wieght wins the pot, my entrance made the pot 450 dollars so its nothing to sneeze at, but i did anyways, because i think running around in the rain after the dance helped me catch a cold, and my morning bike ride to work didnt help either.

anyways, wish me luck and while i dont want you to stop me from eating entirely, feel free to suggest a healthier alternative for the time being, at least until feb 13th.